“YOU KNOW WHAT!
SINCE YOU`RE SUCH A TOTAL BITCH
WE ARE OFF
AYAW KO NA
I`M NEVER GONNA BE WITH SOMEONE LIKE YOU
THIS IS THE LAST ONE I`ll BE SAYING GOOD BYE”
I just said why can’t he do the favor I asked him if he can do favors to other people
*sigh*
Okay maybe i was wrong for not being sensitive about that stuff, but malay ko ba na he’s sensitive about that?
Oh my my dearest, I still love you, even if sometimes youre like satan.
I mean, I have a strong feeling my BF and his Ex still has this “connection” since, well, I know they share acocunts in CF forums… buuut Im not sure if thats it… theres probably more… More than I even expect… Quesiton is
WHY? Why keep it?
JUST WHY THE FUCK SHARE ONE THING TOGETHER?
I mean… Theyve already broken up… I mean… Right?
…
fuck.
Anyway, I really really really hate my boyfriend’s ex.
Its sounds unfair and I dont know if I should stop myself like I’m doing now, or I should flip, because everytime he mentions her (because yeah they still have a connection because of Crossfire forums and shit like that) it just pisses me off and I get pretty fucking upset but he’s only gonna find out f he sees this but im trying to control myself. I’ll get over it soon. I just dont want her around in my life. Maybe thats too much to ask though, I dont mean it. Am i just being all overly attached girlfriend meh I dont fucking know. Whatever. I’ll get over it… Nothing a little League of Legends wont make me forget.
BTW, I dont own that photo. I found it in tumblr. 😀 so credits for whoever you are 😀
It’s late at night, in fact its morning
and all I wish is to wish you well
Even when my soul is mourning
and in each silence i have stumbled and fell
Into a dark abyss without a light
a light i love but fades when it wills
You blink in front of my eyes
But i still starve for your fill
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Oh god, Its league league league league all week long…
sigh*
December 30, 2010 at 10:07pm
I’m waiting for the day
where sane human life begins to fade away
where the moon shines terrifyingly bright and red
where those who got bitten keep trying to live as they bled
as their human senses begins to rot
but they’ll never regain their sanity no matter how they fought
when that day comes I’ll be standing there
surviving with you amongst this polluted air
we will never die we will never fall
for this fallen world is now ours to control
but come to think of it things will never be the same
no matter how good it is to feel like the world is a game
a game in which we wont win, we wont loose
this is the aftermath of the wrong all of us did choose
in the past we live as simple as give and get                                       denying all forms of truth, so now we regret
you tell me not to cry
but there aint nothing you can do
one day we’ll end up like them
one day we’ll die to
no we aint gonna die
you aint have a clue
the endless possibilities
we can find if we just pushed through
hmp, its funny how hopeful u r in times like these
why is it wen my hope is gone u act like this?
what is there to do wen the rest of the world has gone insane
we’ll just keep each others hopes up cause there’s really no one to blame
the mistakes as a people we had done
now the only thing to do is to fight or we might as well run
but theres no place to run to
no other place to hide
we’ll just keep going
unless the darkness reaches us inside
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
where is my mind?
oh where is it?
Is it in the skies of blue?
or in the cold graves of the dead?
Is it in the hollow corridors
of where angels fear to tread?
Even when i swim in deeper
and jump towards to darkest depth
I end up in the shallow shore
where I pant and loose my breath
“I am more capable than this”
Is what I thought
I try to think deeper
but its too late, I am caught
Caught by nothingness and confusion
I shake my head in fear
That i may not be able to do this
If only i could just disappear
But I cannot escape my responsibility
Though almost alone and left in dread
I gather strength from those who count on me
Those that I have led
Beyond midnight I have to keep moving
or else I may lead my men in shame
I have to take this cross and bear it
Am I the only one there is to blame?
For possible mistakes and mishandling
For unclear thoughts gone astray
But Even If I would fail now
by God I will succeed someday
Pretty in Psycho 